Today was another SSDD. I began to read the book I purchased about Jim Morrison. I have yet to get through the introduction but from what I learned about Jimi Hendrix and Kurt Cobain, it will probably show me the human side of the Lizard King. I played some Halo 3 today and I could tell its been a while since I've played any Halo. I'm still being turned down repeatedly for my friends to add me on Xbox Live. They have this intense paranoia of adding me for some reason. It reminds me of high school; always being the outcast. I added Brittany and Caleb back on MySpace but she informed me that Caleb has no computer access for 2 weeks when he gets out of basic training. I'm bummed because I have lost all my friends but it hurts the most to see a brother go to the wayside. You live once and why ruin that one time with a small argument? It's like a burning inside that grows day by day, knowing that I have one friend left and she just happens to be my girlfriend. The rest are just on my friend lists, sitting there, like an old Bible laying on the coffee table. You don't know why you have it there, but its just become a comfort to look at it, to know its there.
Riders on the storm
Into this house we're born
Into this world we're thrown
Like a dog without a bone
An actor out alone
Riders on the storm
...and yet, I couldn't agree more. So children, with a pause in your life from reading this, have you began to wonder about me? What drives me to write everyday; all these nonsensical notations on a life no one will ever know besides himself? Well, I thought that maybe I could inspire a soul. Put fuel in his tank. Show him the ropes. Alas, I will be the only person to read this (and maybe 3 more people, if even that...). Feel free to comment, if you feel the urge. I won't bite.
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